I need prayer, and like alot of it. Since 2008 ive been actively pursuing God and were very close. After I was saved, I hadnt dated until recently. But then i fell in love with a girl , and God gave me the go ahead. But a few weeks in, we discovered that she was pregnant from her last boyfriend. She broke up with me bc she didnt want the responsibility to be mines. I guess I`m cool with that, like I understand... It`s just it really sucks knowing that shes struggling with that, and I cant be there as much as Id want to. Clearly I need prayer for this...
Also, a few days after the break up, my friends, (mainly her actually) convinced me I need to move on and either give up dating for now, or find someone else. A few days later, a different friend whos a girl and I hit it off. Only thing is, shes a very new christian, still struggling with smoking, drugs, sex, etc. And irionically enough, she pregnant too. I want to date her, Im just scared you know. Like shes struggling with all this, what if she drags me back into old habits or give me new bad habits. Like she wants to get an abortion, and Im trying to convince her otherwise. But if she doesnt, idk if we`d be able to support her kid. like im 15, she 17. I work at timmies and noone will hire her. Im sorry if im ranting, its just it feels nice to vent to people who have no idea who i am
idk all im trying to say is, pray. please, i know God will solve all this! I just dont know if itll be soon enough for me
